Getting Older

Its funny, when i was pregnant with my oldest, i wondered what he would be when he went to school and what he would be when he grew up.

Well those days are creeping up. He is doing great in school and loves it.... never wants to leave. ( so not my kid) lol
He loves writing.... which is so me. I would love to see him grow up to be a writer or a poet... hell even a song writer....
He is very much into art. Again.. a mommy thing.... daddy has not art in his body what so ever. ... hard for him to draw stick people.

But i see so much of Gary in him also. He is so much like Gary when it comes to figuring things out. Trying to see how something is put together and how to take it apart. He loves helping Gary build things. He helped him take about the side of the garage this fall. And helped him fix it again. The other day we found a screw some one had screwed in to the playroom wall. When asked.... Lucas said yes i was trying to make the wall stronger. He has to know what is going on at all times... hates not knowing ... ( kind of like mommy ) Doesn't like being told NO... but that is all males LOL... ok and females.

Next week he has his first public school concert. He gets to sing a few songs with his class. And he is so happy.... glad he is a big boy.

But he does loves telling me what he is going to be when he grows up.
A POLICE OFFICER

AHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!

tells me he will come on his days off when he is working to take care of me and daddy and will help fix things like daddy does for grandpa.
He melts my heart. SO SWEET & CARING.

I don't think i will let him grow up anymore. . .... i have put my foot down. ( shhhhh!! let me believe it will work )

Now my second born..... i knew being pregnant he was going to be much different. Since the first was so easy going and a perfect child at night..... The next one had to be the devil.

Ok so he is so much cuter then the devil.... but i think that is his charm. LOL.... He is so bad in that iam cute so you can't hate me way. GRRRR!!!!! there are days i want to kill him. So in his own way and not caring what you want. If he wants to do something ....He will do it.... he waits till your head is turned for a sec and he is off.... God i have aged 5 years in the two years he been born. LOL...
He is into what ever big brother is.... which doesn't always work. He is so stubborn ( after daddy ) and into danger. He will jump with out looking, or thinking.... which scares me.
I don't know what he will be when he grows up but i see him in the handcuffs as Big bro drags him in to the jail. LOL..... god i hope not. I hope he does become that football player i think he will be.... being he is so big and BLAH!!!!!!! LOL.... but again so damn cute .. .you can't get mad at him. My little hammer head as he is known by some.

This time around.... pregnant with number three.... also a boy... i am at a lost. Much more a kicker inside then Austin or Lucas. I guess time will only tell.

I just wish they all grow up to find love.... in whatever form it comes to them in. And damn it i want grand kids...... please... only girls... i have had enough of boys. LOL.... to last me a life time or three.