BLACK & BLUE

SO depressed or not? not sure.
I know i've been feeling alone. And a little lost. Today i couldn't make pancakes, i kept burning them, and i stood there crying.
I ended up going out for a walk. Went toshoppers and ended in the hair dye isle.
Needless to say my hair is now black/blue colour. It isn't all that bad. LOL...

Lucas will be going to school four days a week now. Austin is getting bigger by the minute. Life is passing me by.

It feels strange having my brother back in my life. Not that i'm sure how far this is going to go. No one ever stays around long enough. Everyone leaves. Thats how it works in my life.