hillier updates

Sad news.

on Monday dec 5th at 12:30 pm

my great aunt Francis passed away.

Didn't really hit me.. I mean i knew she was going to die for years, and sense i wasn't really close to her at all... i mean the last time i saw her i think i was like 14 years old. So its sad but strangly i have no over welming feeling about it. Not like when my grandfather died or Mom... or people i was close too.
but i will be going to the service on thursday at 7pm. Gary is going to come with me. Iam going more to show my support for the rest of the family. Sense most of them i could give a rats ass about.
LONG STORY...

In other News LUCAS will not get his photo with Santa. We took him last night and HELL NO... I was thinking i might take hime today again.. this will be the tird time. Damn it i want the photo... and i will get want i want... LOL

Iam having Jessica withdraws..LOL... she has been so busy with having family down and all that...that i have not hung out with my gown up friend in days. And today was to be babygym day but that is over with now. so that sucks ass... now i have nothing... to do.. but yell at my son who is making a mess in my room.....

and iam having another one? god help me. LOL

WHAT TO DO TODAY?